Welcome to the rt tulley photography blogIt features photos, text, and poetry.January 29My Son John
I am thankful for my son John. John is my heart and soul. He is a very talented musician and artist. He is a band member, a recording engineer, a sound board engineer, a person that sets up sound systems, and has many other talents. He plays the electric guitar, bass, and other instruments. He is pictured above with his upright bass. We used to call ourselves "Two Buddies." Here is a poem I wrote many years ago:
for john (you'll just never know)
long ago, seems so long ago there was a day along you came into my life and along the way things would never be the same where once there was i now there is you where once there was my now there are two and you'll never know how much i love you you'll just never know winds will blow the skies will snow but you'll just never know.
your pain is my pain your sad is my sad your joy is my joy your mad, my mad and it doesn't matter what you do or what you don't do it will always be the same it doesn't matter for i'll always love you.
it was the happiest day that day you came and on that day i was born too and things would never be the same where once there was i now there is you where once there was my now there are two and you'll never know how much i love you you'll just never know winds will blow the skies will snow but you'll just never know. © rt tulley January 28Unusual Skies
I am thankful for unusual skies. My niece, Sabrina, knowing how I enjoy photography, called me up early one morning this month (January 10) to tell me the sky had an unusual and eerie look. It was shortly after sunrise and there was a low cloud cover which reflected off the clouds giving the sky a yellow-pinkish glow. I went out and quickly photographed about ten shots before it faded. That same evening around sunset, my wife Bebe and I were on our way to the book store and to catch a movie when I noticed this unusual sky. It was actually purple and no, it is not a Photoshop trick. As soon as we arrived I snapped this photo. I suppose the atmospheric conditons that day were such that it made for the strange colors of the sky that morning and evening.
purple sky
purple sky reigning down on me a momentary gift from God royalty in all its pageantry a reminder of His kingdom beyond our worldly perch God in His raiment at His pulpit the world His reverent church. © rt tulley January 27Keys
I am thankful for keys and the symbolism of them. I like them, especially old ones. I don’t collect them but I can never bring myself to throw away old useless keys which unlock old locks that I don’t have access to or keys from my long abandoned old cars, houses, etc. Therefore, I have a box full of old keys. Many of which I don’t even remember what they were for. I also have a lot of my dad and mom’s old house and car keys. I cannot bring myself to throw them away.
I like to think it’s because of the symbolism that keys represent, the more obvious one-that keys unlock (and lock) doors. Unlocking a door allows you to go someplace you can’t go. To lock a door means to provide protection to you, your family, and your belongings. So my thought is that keys unlock doors-they open new avenues, new opportunities for us. And they provide protection. How could anyone throw something like that away? But maybe it’s just me - the ultimate pack rat.
When I was a young boy, I found an antique skeleton type key in a hole in the trunk of an old tree in my hometown of Edinburg, Indiana. I saved it for years. Somehow I don’t know what happened to it but I don’t have it anymore. I never found out how it got there or what lock it was to but I used to imagine stories about the possibilities. Maybe one day I will write a story about that. So not only do keys lock and unlock doors, they also hold memories and history within them. And maybe a little bit of mystery.
my keys
i’ve got the key to the city i’ve got the key to your heart now if i could only find the key that makes the car start! © rt tulley
Janurary 26Golf Balls
I am thankful for golf balls. I know this sounds strange. I liked them before I even began playing golf. My dad had a shag bag of them he kept in the hall closet in our old home in Edinburg, Indiana. I couldn’t have been more than about 6 years old when I played with them. I rolled them down the hall and had contests between the brands of balls as to which rolled further. In my book, Titleist was always the winner. I remember telling my dad that I liked the “tit least” balls the best. He corrected me on the pronunciation explaining it was “title-ist”. I’m glad he rectified that serious blunder before I began playing golf. Can you imagine how the other boys would have teased me about that one? They didn’t need any more ammunition!
When I began playing golf, I found a new and better use for golf balls - hitting them long and straight at little targets made of shortly cropped grass, centered at a small hole in the ground, and imbibing the wonderful feeling into my very soul as the ball met the clubhead dead center (It’s an indescribable feeling that courses through the clubhead, up the shaft, into your hands, up your arms, and somehow makes its way into the pleasure centers of your brain). And more often than I would like to admit, I also tested out how the golf balls responded when hit into water, out of bounds, or into impossible lies-which I did quite often!
Golf balls have been improved. Now they can go 300+ yards routinely, even approaching 400 yards (not at my hands, I promise, although I did hit one about 340 yards once but I was the beneficiary of a very strong back wind). There are golf balls for fast swinging golfers, slow swinging golfers, and in between. Balls that go straighter, farther, or higher. It’s too complicated for me. With my swing, it doesn’t really matter what kind of ball I use. The results are pretty much the same. Forlorn.
I went through a stage when Maxfli was my favorite ball. But I think that was the rebellious teenager in me at the time. Now, of course, tit least is the ball of choice. Of course. It rolls further down the hall.
wish i had a dollar
wish I had a dollar for every golf ball that i shanked or hit into the water or even a nickel for every one that ended up in a pickle or subsequently failed to fly or hit out of bounds in sand or unplayable lie buried in the ground if i stayed out of the ditch if only if then i would be kind of rich of course… if i had not played golf at all and erstwhile saved all my golf money i’d be wealthy with a disposition much more sunny. (oh shucks but what the heck i'm hitting the golf ball again so you should hit the deck!) © rt tulley
January 25Failure
I am thankful for failures because they are a low point from which you can climb up again. When we make mistakes, fail, or do not live up to expectations of how we should live, it makes us want to improve, get better, and to succeed in life. I have failed more times than I like to admit. I have failed many times to live the life that God requires of me. I am grateful that failure allows us to self examine and improve.
Pictured above is a cherry chocolate cheesecake that I recently made. As soon as I took the side of the springform pan off, it flopped and fell into this ugly state. It turns out I made the mistake of not letting it cool down after taking it out of the oven before I removed the sides. Although it looks like a failure and is difficult to cut into manageable pieces, the cheesecake tasted wonderfull I suppose you would classify this as a partical failure (even though it looks abysmal!) - one that I learned from but one that didn't have any long term implications.
I recall a similar instance when my daughter, Beth, made a birthday cake for a friend and it fell to pieces. I encouraged Beth to make the best of the situation. We iced it with boldly colored icing-purple, blue, pink, and yellow. It was so vividly colored and decorated that it hid the fact that the layers were lopsided and and falling all over the place. It turned out to be quite a memorable cake. It was so ugly it was outstanding! So sometimes, failures can be salvaged and made even greater than we can imagine. All it takes is ingenuity, creativity, and persistence. And no crying or feeling sorry for yourself!
failure
i failed i cried i didn’t do what I wanted to do to come out on top to succeed to fill a need within
i told myself that to fail does not make you a failure be to fail is but a step along the road of in the pursuit of me
so i picked myself up and looked the next task in the eye failure, thank you for helping but I’ll have to bid you goodbye. © rt tulley
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